Sorry if I feel like I’m down today, but I’ve been having this feeling I need to get off my chest. Sometimes I wonder to myself “am I doing a good enough job here?” Because I look back at everything I’ve done in the past few months, and see a lot happen. Some good, some not so good, more than I really thought I needed. Am I trying too hard, or not hard enough?

It’s just tough living the life I do, with family issues that creep up on me. Between growing up in a house of a half dozen kids, being the second oldest with its own responsibility. To having health problems like arthritis and depression, which are not easy to fix. And having parents who don’t love each other, to the point of getting divorced. I’ve been through a lot before I came here, and I still am from time to time.

Being on Newgrounds has helped me through all these feelings, and I’m glad I could make some friends here who like me with all my problems. I’m also thankful for all the fans I have, which again I didn’t expect to have so many. I still feel like I wanna keep going, but I’m never sure how much harder I need to keep trying. I hope you all understand how I feel.

Have a good Black Friday.